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26 January 2030 @ 03:55 am


santa monica pier
Banner by [info]justcyanide

And because I like them both, have another banner:

SPOOOOOOOOOOOON
by [info]justhush

I'll most likely add anyone who wants to be added.

I'm Mar. Marina. I ramble a lot. Usually about bandboys, bandgirls (what? they exist!), bandom, music, photography, Gossip Girl, Dr. House --okay, I don't actually ramble about this, but I thought I'd just throw it in here--, books and. stuff. I like friends and if you want to be mine, just say the word.

Just tell me who you are, where I know you from (or viceversa).

 
 

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i feel borrowed
16 July 2009 @ 11:51 pm


MY HEART, YOU GUYS.

(it belongs to someone i've yet to meet)
 
 
i feel borrowed
If I had to choose one band to have group sex with, it wouldn't be Panic! It would be with the fucking Kings of Leon.

explanations and hot pictures under the cut )

Fun fact: my sister had to deal with them when they came to Argentina in 2007. She was, like. Idk. She took care of them, fed em, took them to the places they needed to be at. SHE WAS A FREAKISH MOTHER-HEN. She was then asked out by one of them, although she can't remember which one. She said now because she had a a boyfriend is really stupid. D:
 
 
i feel borrowed
14 July 2009 @ 11:45 pm
leave your fingerprints on the tape, and then we can watch life amidst the static

because i love you, i will leave
and because i love you, i do not reach out
i do not
achieve my full
potential.

because i love
you,
we will part silently.

or i will,
anyway.

because i know you,
i will pick
my footsteps
up from the floor
and rewind to the
backdoor.

i am leaving.

once again,
i let my eyes
speak
and my mouth
sleep.

my sleepy-eyed
mouth.

i am walking
out.
but it's all because
i
love
you.

words slip from my
eyelashes
like tears!
except not.

it's a litany of
'i stayed too long,
i'm leaving too soon'

and
'i'm blaming
you,
and only
you'

because i love you,
i part
vaguely
silently.

because you love yourself,
i part
like a ghost
like
i was never really
there.

because i was never able to
love
(healthily)
you
and you were never able
to love
period.

once again!
i am marching out!
and in my exclamation!
there is
silence!

!

keep your throne!
climb back on it!
with ropes!
and slippery fingers!

claim it!

i will rejoice
in
!
 
 
i feel borrowed
14 July 2009 @ 09:24 pm
WHOEVER RUINS/SPOILS/DOES SO MUCH AS MENTION HARRY POTTER 6 IN MY (REAL/VIRTUAL/ETC) PRESENCE WILL SUFFER A SLOW, PAINFUL DEATH.

I'M WARNING.

 
 
i feel borrowed
14 July 2009 @ 01:39 pm
I love my new layout. It was hard to choose form all the different color options!

That is all.

Gonna go have breakfast and study some more.

PS: I HAVE ANON COMMENTING NOW. Happy Emma? xP
 
 
i feel borrowed
13 July 2009 @ 02:57 pm
in nobody's eyes but mine
sean/greta. G. 1111 words. (HA!)
In which...weird things happen? I don't know, they mainly walk around New York and kiss a lot.
warnings for: A WHOLE LOT OF SAP. my brain came out of my ears and nose. it has been reduced to mush.
beta'ed by Julia ([info]hello_ilu). although she mostly just read it and flailed a little. WHICH, HEY, FLAILING IS PROBABLY BETTER THAN ACTUAL BETAING! ♥♥♥

This is for [info]justhush, Emma, because she is every kind of awesome and IT'S HER BIRTHDAY. SHE'S A BIG GRRRRL NAO.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BB!

EMMA EMMA EMMA THIS IS FOR YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU. IM SORRY ITS SUCH A BIG BALL OF FLUFF )



...SAPSAPSAPSAPSAPSAPSAP. I love you, Emma, you are ridiculous and fantastic and gorgeous and sixteen. I want to squish your face.

IF I FEEL LIKE IT, THERE WILL BE FANART. OR. SOUNDTRACK. OR...WHATEVER.
 
 
Current Mood: amused
 
 

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i feel borrowed
10 July 2009 @ 10:51 pm
HSDJKFHSJKGHFDJKGHJKDHGJKHGJKHFJKGHFDGJKDFHKGHGJHGFG

JUST HEARD IT.

I AM VERY HAPPY.

COULDN'T REALLY LISTEN TO IT, NOT PROPERLY, MY MIND WAS DOING A WEIRD INDIAN CHANT THAT SOUNDED SOMETHING LIKE "HUKU HAKA THEY'RE ALIVE HUKU HAKA ALIVE HUKU HAKA PANIC AT THE MOTHERFUCKING DISCO."

oh, no, wait, im sorry. it's...

PANIC! AT THE DISCO.

...looks like i'm gonna have to get myself new panic icons. BECAUSE I AM SHAMEFUL AND HAVE NONE /O\

BRB LISTENING TO IT AD NAUSEAM.
 
 
i feel borrowed
10 July 2009 @ 12:21 am
I think you all need to remember this from time to time. Don't go around forgetting.


We were talking about the space between us all
and people who hide themselves behind a wall of illusion
never glimpse the truth
then it's far too late--when they pass away

We were talking about the love we all could share
When we find it--to try our best to hold it there
with our love, with our love
we could save the world, if they only knew

Try to realize it's all within yourself
no one else can make you change
And to see you're really only very small
and life flows on within you and without you

We were talking about the love that's gone so cold
and the people who gain the world and lose their soul
They don't know, they can't see
Are you one of them?

When you've seen beyond yourself
then you may find peace of mind is waiting there
And the time will come when you see we're all one
and life flows on within you and without you


i'm not even gonna lj-cut it, because you can't hold the ~~~~luuuuurve.
 
 
Current Music: the tv.
 
 
i feel borrowed
08 July 2009 @ 03:12 pm
WHAT THE FUCK. LIVEJOURNAL JUST DELETED A WHOLE ENTRY. WTFFFFFFFFFF.
 
 
i feel borrowed
06 July 2009 @ 02:13 pm
YOU GUYS YOU GUYS YOU GUYS.

WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK

To Whom This May Concern:

Ryan Ross and Jon Walker will be leaving Panic at the Disco to embark on a musical excursion of their own. Though the four of us have made music together in the past, we’ve creatively evolved in different directions which has compromised what each of us want to personally achieve. Over the years, we have remained close and honest with each other, which helped us to realize that our goals were different and that parting ways is truly what is best for each of us. We are all excited for the future, you should be too.

-Ryan & Jon

Stay posted to the Panic site for updates on Ryan and Jon’s new project, as well as a message from Brendon and Spencer who will continue on as Panic At The Disco. All touring and album plans for Panic will continue as previously announced.

I AM FREAKING THE FUCK OUT.

Half of me doesn't believe this, though. The other half is disappointed and pissed and wtf I thought I didn't care about them this much. THIS MUCH.

WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUUCK.


 
 
Current Mood: pissed off
 
 
i feel borrowed
06 July 2009 @ 12:00 am

Contrast of white on white // Original fiction.
1261 words. G.
Contrast of white on white (v1.5) // Original fiction.
1261 words. G.
un-beta'd although the first part was thoroughly discussed with </a></b></a>[info]justhush. still messy. hopefully, a little less so. first version can be found here. although i don't know why someone would read it, if you have this. oh well.

heart-sleeves )


 
 
Current Music: mary poppins
 
 
i feel borrowed
05 July 2009 @ 03:24 pm
CAN I GO GIVE ANDY RODDICK A HUG NOW? HE LOOKED ALL SAD! LIKE HE WAS TRYING TO SWALLOW AND KEEP HIMSELF FROM CRYING! But just, fourth time he gets beaten to it in the finals DDDDDDD: I wanna hug him so bad D:


...meme tiem.

Leave me a comment & I will give you a letter. Then, write 10 things that you love starting with that letter. Post the list in your journal.

[info]opposites gave me the letter H.

humming
(i really want to say 'humping' but i won't. i won't.)
horses
humor
hats
honesty
halloween
hobbies
hand-holding
history
hanky-pankyhocus-pocus

...idek. it was hard okay.
 
 
Current Mood: cheerful
 
 
i feel borrowed
05 July 2009 @ 03:34 am
I basically searched "love" on my iTunes and am listening to the 245 tracks that came up. Originally 304, but I deleted an entire Babyshambles album, so.

Right. So. I wrote something, apparently. I'm kind of proud, actually. Took about and hour of actual writing and then just sporadic little whiles of fiddling with it and fixing all that was wrong. Still is pretty messy and I don't think it's clear but whatever, don't feel like rereading it for the 3223rd time.

Just...something that came to me, I guess. Started with random scattered sentences about people's dreams. Turned into...a big fat ball of fluff? A sort of "dream on, hope ahead" message to myself and anyone who wants to read, I guess.

Contrast of white on white // Original fiction.
1107 words. G.

baby, love will come through )

Anyway. It's 3:42 AM. Going to sleep sounds smart. Also, beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed. Tempting.
 
 
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: Lou Reed & The Velvet Underground+I Love You, Suzanne
 
 

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i feel borrowed
03 July 2009 @ 12:11 am
RIGHT. SO.

I HAVE FINALLY MANAGED TO FIND OUT HOW LAST.FM WORKS. SORT OF.

I AM IN LOVE.
 
 
Current Mood: bouncy
 
 
i feel borrowed
01 July 2009 @ 10:26 am
I want to know 28 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never really clicked, or if we already know everything about each other. I really don't. You are obviously on my flist if you can read this so this means you!

meme! )
 
 
Current Mood: contemplative
 
 
i feel borrowed
26 June 2009 @ 02:19 pm
Rules:
1. Have your music library ready.
2. Choose one (1) song from your music library whose title starts with the first letter (or number) of your screen name.
3. Repeat this process with each successive letter (or number) in your screen name until you run out of letters (or numbers).
4. Post up your results.
5. BONUS POINTS: Upload your mix (whether it's individual songs or a .zip of all the the songs) and include the mix in your post. too lazy to do this

Nowhere Man by The Beatles
Ochrasy by Mando Diao
Take Me Out by Franz Ferdinand
Yes, I Am Blind by Morrisey
Outtathaway! by The Vines
Under Pressure by Queen and David Bowie
Ricochet! by Shiny Toy Guns
Samson by Regina Spektor
Hide and Seek by Imogen Heap
Of Minor Prophets and Their Prostitute Wives by Pedro the Lion
Tales of Girls, Boys & Marsupials by The Wombats
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i feel borrowed
26 June 2009 @ 12:03 pm
So I'm planning on staying up all night, right? But I've only slept six hours last night and I have to be up, dammit. Because I have drama class tomorrow and it's gonna be awesome. BUT I HAVE A BIRTHDAY TONIGHT! And we're staying over, so staying up is kind of mandatory. So, help me choose, have a poll.

Poll #1421484 PAR-TAY?
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All

So, what should I do?

View Answers

Nothing. DO everything regularly and your body will suddenly find another source of energy that will give you enough energy to function without looking like a zombie
1 (50.0%)

Take a nap! 1 hour.
1 (50.0%)

2 hours. I can't sleep more than that, no time!
0 (0.0%)

Not go. DRAMA CLASS>stupid bday party.
0 (0.0%)

Or you can give me another choice. Or just tell me you love me. Or sing me a song. Or something.

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Current Mood: calm
 
 
i feel borrowed
24 June 2009 @ 12:31 am
GO READ THIS BY [info]sunsetmog_fics AND SQUEAK.

I SWEAR TO GOD.

You guys...confession time: I had sort of lost faith in bandom. BUT SHE BROUGHT IT BACK, DAMMIT. There needs to be more fic abut boys being stupid. WHY ISN'T THERE MORE FIC ABOUT BOYS BEING STUPID? there should beeeee! someone write me some.
 
 
Current Mood: cheerful
 
 
i feel borrowed
19 June 2009 @ 11:45 am

Do I DAZZLE you?
A Love Meme!


[info]justhush made me a thread because she is the BEST. EVER.

PERIOD.
 
 
Current Mood: loved