MY HEART, YOU GUYS.

(it belongs to someone i've yet to meet)

If I had to choose one band to have group sex with, it wouldn't be Panic! It would be with the fucking Kings of Leon.

( explanations and hot pictures under the cut )

Fun fact: my sister had to deal with them when they came to Argentina in 2007. She was, like. Idk. She took care of them, fed em, took them to the places they needed to be at. SHE WAS A FREAKISH MOTHER-HEN. She was then asked out by one of them, although she can't remember which one. She said now because she had a a boyfriend is really stupid. D:

leave your fingerprints on the tape, and then we can watch life amidst the static

because i love you, i will leave
and because i love you, i do not reach out
i do not
achieve my full
potential.

because i love
you,
we will part silently.

or i will,
anyway.

because i know you,
i will pick
my footsteps
up from the floor
and rewind to the
backdoor.

i am leaving.

once again,
i let my eyes
speak
and my mouth
sleep.

my sleepy-eyed
mouth.

i am walking
out.
but it's all because
i
love
you.

words slip from my
eyelashes
like tears!
except not.

it's a litany of
'i stayed too long,
i'm leaving too soon'

and
'i'm blaming
you,
and only
you'

because i love you,
i part
vaguely
silently.

because you love yourself,
i part
like a ghost
like
i was never really
there.

because i was never able to
love
(healthily)
you
and you were never able
to love
period.

once again!
i am marching out!
and in my exclamation!
there is
silence!

!

keep your throne!
climb back on it!
with ropes!
and slippery fingers!

claim it!

i will rejoice
in
!

WHOEVER RUINS/SPOILS/DOES SO MUCH AS MENTION HARRY POTTER 6 IN MY (REAL/VIRTUAL/ETC) PRESENCE WILL SUFFER A SLOW, PAINFUL DEATH.

I'M WARNING.

I love my new layout. It was hard to choose form all the different color options!

That is all.

Gonna go have breakfast and study some more.

PS: I HAVE ANON COMMENTING NOW. Happy Emma? xP

in nobody's eyes but mine
sean/greta. G. 1111 words. (HA!)
In which...weird things happen? I don't know, they mainly walk around New York and kiss a lot.
warnings for: A WHOLE LOT OF SAP. my brain came out of my ears and nose. it has been reduced to mush.
beta'ed by Julia (hello_ilu). although she mostly just read it and flailed a little. WHICH, HEY, FLAILING IS PROBABLY BETTER THAN ACTUAL BETAING! ♥♥♥

This is for justhush, Emma, because she is every kind of awesome and IT'S HER BIRTHDAY. SHE'S A BIG GRRRRL NAO.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BB!

( EMMA EMMA EMMA THIS IS FOR YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU. IM SORRY ITS SUCH A BIG BALL OF FLUFF )



...SAPSAPSAPSAPSAPSAPSAP. I love you, Emma, you are ridiculous and fantastic and gorgeous and sixteen. I want to squish your face.

IF I FEEL LIKE IT, THERE WILL BE FANART. OR. SOUNDTRACK. OR...WHATEVER.

HSDJKFHSJKGHFDJKGHJKDHGJKHGJKHFJKGHFDGJKDFHKGHGJHGFG

JUST HEARD IT.

I AM VERY HAPPY.

COULDN'T REALLY LISTEN TO IT, NOT PROPERLY, MY MIND WAS DOING A WEIRD INDIAN CHANT THAT SOUNDED SOMETHING LIKE "HUKU HAKA THEY'RE ALIVE HUKU HAKA ALIVE HUKU HAKA PANIC AT THE MOTHERFUCKING DISCO."

oh, no, wait, im sorry. it's...

PANIC! AT THE DISCO.

...looks like i'm gonna have to get myself new panic icons. BECAUSE I AM SHAMEFUL AND HAVE NONE /O\

BRB LISTENING TO IT AD NAUSEAM.

I think you all need to remember this from time to time. Don't go around forgetting.


We were talking about the space between us all
and people who hide themselves behind a wall of illusion
never glimpse the truth
then it's far too late--when they pass away

We were talking about the love we all could share
When we find it--to try our best to hold it there
with our love, with our love
we could save the world, if they only knew

Try to realize it's all within yourself
no one else can make you change
And to see you're really only very small
and life flows on within you and without you

We were talking about the love that's gone so cold
and the people who gain the world and lose their soul
They don't know, they can't see
Are you one of them?

When you've seen beyond yourself
then you may find peace of mind is waiting there
And the time will come when you see we're all one
and life flows on within you and without you

i'm not even gonna lj-cut it, because you can't hold the ~~~~luuuuurve.

WHAT THE FUCK. LIVEJOURNAL JUST DELETED A WHOLE ENTRY. WTFFFFFFFFFF.

YOU GUYS YOU GUYS YOU GUYS.

WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK

To Whom This May Concern:

I AM FREAKING THE FUCK OUT.

Half of me doesn't believe this, though. The other half is disappointed and pissed and wtf I thought I didn't care about them this much. THIS MUCH.

WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUUUCK.

CAN I GO GIVE ANDY RODDICK A HUG NOW? HE LOOKED ALL SAD! LIKE HE WAS TRYING TO SWALLOW AND KEEP HIMSELF FROM CRYING! But just, fourth time he gets beaten to it in the finals DDDDDDD: I wanna hug him so bad D:


...meme tiem.

Leave me a comment & I will give you a letter. Then, write 10 things that you love starting with that letter. Post the list in your journal.

opposites gave me the letter H.

humming
(i really want to say 'humping' but i won't. i won't.)
horses
humor
hats
honesty
halloween
hobbies
hand-holding
history
hanky-pankyhocus-pocus

...idek. it was hard okay.

I basically searched "love" on my iTunes and am listening to the 245 tracks that came up. Originally 304, but I deleted an entire Babyshambles album, so.

Right. So. I wrote something, apparently. I'm kind of proud, actually. Took about and hour of actual writing and then just sporadic little whiles of fiddling with it and fixing all that was wrong. Still is pretty messy and I don't think it's clear but whatever, don't feel like rereading it for the 3223rd time.

Just...something that came to me, I guess. Started with random scattered sentences about people's dreams. Turned into...a big fat ball of fluff? A sort of "dream on, hope ahead" message to myself and anyone who wants to read, I guess.

Contrast of white on white // Original fiction.
1107 words. G.

( baby, love will come through )

Anyway. It's 3:42 AM. Going to sleep sounds smart. Also, beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed. Tempting.

RIGHT. SO.

I HAVE FINALLY MANAGED TO FIND OUT HOW LAST.FM WORKS. SORT OF.

I AM IN LOVE.

Rules:
1. Have your music library ready.
2. Choose one (1) song from your music library whose title starts with the first letter (or number) of your screen name.
3. Repeat this process with each successive letter (or number) in your screen name until you run out of letters (or numbers).
4. Post up your results.
5. BONUS POINTS: Upload your mix (whether it's individual songs or a .zip of all the the songs) and include the mix in your post. too lazy to do this

Nowhere Man by The Beatles
Ochrasy by Mando Diao
Take Me Out by Franz Ferdinand
Yes, I Am Blind by Morrisey
Outtathaway! by The Vines
Under Pressure by Queen and David Bowie
Ricochet! by Shiny Toy Guns
Samson by Regina Spektor
Hide and Seek by Imogen Heap
Of Minor Prophets and Their Prostitute Wives by Pedro the Lion
Tales of Girls, Boys & Marsupials by The Wombats

So I'm planning on staying up all night, right? But I've only slept six hours last night and I have to be up, dammit. Because I have drama class tomorrow and it's gonna be awesome. BUT I HAVE A BIRTHDAY TONIGHT! And we're staying over, so staying up is kind of mandatory. So, help me choose, have a poll.

Poll #1421484 PAR-TAY?
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All

So, what should I do?

Or you can give me another choice. Or just tell me you love me. Or sing me a song. Or something.

GO READ THIS BY sunsetmog_fics AND SQUEAK.

I SWEAR TO GOD.

You guys...confession time: I had sort of lost faith in bandom. BUT SHE BROUGHT IT BACK, DAMMIT. There needs to be more fic abut boys being stupid. WHY ISN'T THERE MORE FIC ABOUT BOYS BEING STUPID? there should beeeee! someone write me some.